Confronting Resistance

I would like to share a story to provide some insight into how I gain awareness through my psychic intuition, and how the manifestation of symbolic archetypes play a role…

So.. Monday night I was up late and just before bed, I had a thought flash into my head. It’s always random, maybe peculiar at times and typically I’m not aware of what it means until it is manifest in the physical.

I was remembering a scene from the movie “Signs” (symbolic much?) when Mel Gibson confronts his wife, who is pinned to a tree by a car. The pressure was keeping her alive long enough for them to speak. As a result, he lost his faith in God for taking his wife away.

Remembering this particular scene was a bit odd and morbid but, I began some self inquiry. It was showing up for some awareness to be gained. So I began pondering..

If I knew I was going to die, who would I desire to speak with and why? How would they handle losing me? How would they receive me when I have no choice?

This aspect of being “pinned down”..
How would it feel to be restrained?
Where am I restrained in my life?

This obviously kept me up for some time. I decided to set my alarm to wake me up to something positive, so I chose the song, “It’s A Beautiful Morning” by The Rascals.

Upon waking, I remembered how weird it was to have that thought out of nowhere, but I carried on with my day. I disconnected from obsessing over it (this is important) as I had work to do.

My Moralz EP was supposed to be mastered by now, but my engineer flaked and I was having an emotional upset over it. The overlay to these feelings was:

“I can’t get anything done unless I do it myself! Why won’t anyone help me? Is anyone hearing me? It seems I can’t count on anyone!”

This was the energy, or the measurement I was taking, about myself at the start of the day. Not to be bothered, I had some coffee and procrastinated a bit before deciding to head out to lunch on my skateboard.

I skated 3 blocks up to my corner about to make a right on Venice, when the Archetype appeared..

A girl with no legs, also riding a skateboard! She was pushing her self with her hands.

She was going the same direction as me and the whole time I’m skating behind her, I was gaining an awareness of everything I needed to learn and accept in order to move on from my procrastination.

First thing I noticed was the obvious..

Last night’s obsession wasn’t so much about the fear of death as much as it was about lack of motility due to uncontrollable circumstances.

I began feeling guilty for having legs when she didn’t, and so I kept behind her until I reached Lincoln blvd. I wouldn’t skate past her as I felt this would make her upset.

The awareness gained there was..

Only we are responsible for how we move through periods of difficulty and we are not responsible for how others view their own.

Here’s this girl who makes it out of her house with no legs and still gets on a skateboard, while I’m sitting around my house feeling bad about someone else’s behavior, ultimately getting in the way of my progress when I still have complete mobility in my body.

The legs in the body represent motor action – putting our passion to work. This is why my higher self was resonating with a disconnect from the lower half of the body. This may also be connected to my desire to have a supportive female counterpart in love and sex.

I realized, yet again, that the monkey mind will have you perusing thoughts of self annhiliation before it let’s you continue with your work. You’d convince yourself its better to die than reveal your true nature.

Resistance stems from a fear of exposure… How will I be judged once my art is exposed? I thought of the Christ Archetype as a resonator regarding this fact: To radiate your truth regardless of what the circumstances are.

A true artist is present to the processional aspects of life and endulges in the joy of capturing the present moment. This is also the process of self awareness. This I learned from adopting the Buddha nature and practicing Tonglen (present moment awareness).

It IS how it IS because it IS!

I can make excuses why I am keeping myself from my work and blame others, or I can listen to the message brought forth by the Archetype, the girl with no legs..

How I percieve my life is how it will be and I am the only one responsible for that disposition. How others perceive me is of no importance. Their reaction to me is an awareness of themselves, as it is for me.

The best any of us can do, is show up to the circumstances of life and be authentic to it.

And So It Is!

Alas, I went home feeling inspired and mastered 4 tracks in 5 hours. This is something I could have completed a month ago, had I not given into my resistance by letting someone else take me for a ride. And while I have a life to live, its probably best I live it for myself then for the approval of others.

Keep on skating!

Joey Esposito – Bioenergist

Truth Resides In The Negative Space

Life is a movement and in order for movement to be possible, there must be something to move relative to i.e. the General Laws of Relativity. This is the polarity process of opposites (+ & -, Yin Yang) that seek to attain unity with Source.

There must be movement in order for there to be health!

The expression of our being is an expansion of positive forces that arise out of the void. When being ceases to be we return back to the void. This retractive, negative pull is evident in the many machinations of the human experience.

“In Tao the only motion is returning;
The only useful quality, weakness.
For though all creatures under heaven are the products of Being,
Being itself is the product of Not-being.”

Lao Tzu, Tao Te Ching

All of the archetypal constructs in the physical reality, referred to as “The Land of 10,000 Things” by Lao Tzu, are bound into existence through consensual mind-energy which is essentially a waveform expression.

A waveform represents both an “On” and “Off” state in each cycle of completion. The initial pulsation emanates from source at a rate of velocity until it reaches terminal velocity. Where the signal rests is the physical manifest. Also referred to as “surface tension”, this represents the boundary of all things.

What’s inside the skin is yours, what’s outside is not.

The positive charge is your intention – a temporal holding pattern that inevitably collapses in on itself and returns to the void. This is the negative or “Off” state that completes the cycle and is necessary for life to continue.

This too shall pass!

The action of return is evident in your own personal reality as relationships come and go as well as jobs, interests, the breath you take and eventually the physical body your Spirit (energy) resides in temporarily.

The masculine (Yang) force goes out and does the work (rectilinear energy) but always returns back to the woman (radial energy) who represents the recessive Yin force.

Learning how to recede from that which does not serve your purpose to maintain your inner peace allows you to move through physio-emotional events more readily instead of getting stuck in judgement.

When we allow ourselves to collapse into the unknown we embrace our fears so in a sense, facing the negative aspects of our life increases awareness of our true nature which is the ability to change!

– The Bioenergist

The Genesis Pattern

6 Days of Creation – 6 Steps to Create the Seed of Life
Rendered by: The Bioenergist

The Concept:

“First God made heaven & earth. The earth was without form and void, and darkness was upon the face of the deep; And God said, “Let there be light”; and there was light.”
– Genesis

Creation begins with the movement of Spirit in the Void. In the Void there is nothing but limitless space. To create space Spirit needs something to move relative to. Spirit creates space by projecting it’s consciousness in 6 directions (front, back, left, right, up and down) forming the Octahedron; a Plutonic Solid where every point touches the inside of a sphere. By spinning the Octahedron Spirit circumscribes the 1st sphere of consciousness.

”..and the Spirit of God was moving over the face of the waters…”

After Spirit created the 1st sphere the rule is to “move to that which is newly created” so Spirit moves to the edge of the sphere (“…the face of the waters…”). Human beings living on planet earth are literally at the edge of creation; manifesting physical reality at the edge of a sphere. In toroidal dynamics this is referred to as “Surface Tension”. It is a protective mechanism to prevent the exhaustion of energy. It also represents the superficial topography of all things manifest, such as your skin.

After Spirit moves to the edge of the sphere and circumscribes a new sphere, the Vesica Piscis is formed. This is the 1st day of Genesis “…let there be light…”. In 3d the Vesica Piscis looks like a football. This is also the geometric template of the human eye. Your eyes send and receive light photons. Since light does not dissipate, the electromagnetic field of radiation acts as a container for light. By trapping light into fractal patterns, governed by the geometric proportions of natures instruction, the holographic matrix is formed.

Following the rule, “move to that which is newly created”, Spirit moves around the edge of the initial circle, or equator of the sphere, until it reaches the point where the Vesica Piscis terminates to form a new sphere. This process continues for a total of 6 steps, or 6 days of creation, completing the Seed of Life. On the 7th day Spirit rests. This represents the physical manifest.

**This is meant to be a brief overview. There is a lot more to it than this and a majority of it can be corroborated through Egyptian cosmology.